3rd week.

its the 3rd week you have left. times are hard. i see ur profile every now and then. i wonder to myself what have you been doing are you happy.. i hate you for being such a flirt. but truth is imy.. imy alot. i spent most of my time with my friends going out with them because i have to take my mind of you. flashbacks and memories just keep haunting me.. if i knew this will happen for the second time i wouldnt have agreed to be back with you.. why , why are you such a person. we could have lasted.. its all because of you and your changed personality. why must you change so much just so people will like you. why are you being someone you are not.. am i really a bad girl. am i really not worth. am i really that bad..
love life. i dont have any faith in it anymore. idk which guy can be compared to you. i dont care about any other guys . idk why. its like, you are so much more important to me. even now that you have left. there's this part inside me that misses you terribly. in a blink of an eye its already the 3rd week you have left. exactly 3 weeks... 21days... soon it'll be months then years. will i ever see you again.. idk. as much as i hate what you are doing.. why dont you ever reply my msg if you say we are friends. why must you always lie to me. why..

i cant do anything now but to just wish you all the best. stay happy.